Tuesday 28 July 2009

Spreading our wings

Honestly, I am gobsmacked that Changmin is taking up a drama after his "parents" Yunjae.

It's not because I thought he isnt good @ acting or looks wise ( He IS very good looking ) but its just that I always loved them for their music. I detest dramas, it doesnt bring out the 'real' person in them, because they are acting, acting out according to script. Whereas their self composed songs did touch people's hearts, made people loved them.

I hope this is only a temporary thing, I love them for their music and it is disturbing to see jaechun the duo promoting music while the rest does something else. I am afraid they might end up like Shinhwa, who has more solo activities than group work.

I know the boys loves the group, loves the fact that they are TVXQ and all I hope for is that they won't be like Shinhwa. I sincerely hope this lasts for only a couple of months. My only self comfort now is to hope that while the rest films dramas, Jaechun would be active in Japan, as in real active as a duo promoting music under the name THSK.

They are not the only one experiencing new challenges, I am too.

Technically, I should be happy but I dont feel it. YET. Maybe I will when I arrive and get out of London Heathrow.

It's gonna be tough, new life, alone.

I need to learn how to get to my new "usuals" now , like usual supermarket, where is the closest bus stop, bakery etc etc

I know I can manage it if I banish out all my insecurities. Maybe I'm just thinking too much into it.

Hopefully this challenge would pave me the way to success. I know it will =)

Fly away, fly away, fly to the top

- Bolero ; Tohoshinki

My motto ^^, inspired to be the best in whatever I do, and I know they can too, as a group , we all can =)



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