Home Sweet Home

I finally understood this phrase and to say this, I do admit that I'm slow.

But it's true

After one night of sleepless night in BSB in my uncle's house, I have finally come to terms that I love sleeping in MY own house despite having to face my father's mood swings but hey, that's better thwan waking up in somewhere you don't even know well enough and feel happy.

I hate the marble tiles, and the house is even more unclean than mine. In a sense that is.

I dont want to state more but I just realised I love where I stay because when I wake up, I see people I love in my life including my annoying little bro and my dad who may have mood swings and I may get shouted at.

But it all doesnt matter to me now.

I love where I belong, I love my home and most importantly one of the reasons why I felt uncomfortable in my uncle's house, I felt intimidated.

God is with me for sure, but I can't feel it strongly. Fear has brought and lead me away from my heavenly father that night, which explains why I felt uncomfortable.

But when I'm at home, I can heartily pray and express my feelings openly to God who understands me the most, so I feel at ease.

Home, is where the heart is.

No matter how much you hate going home, when you're away from it, you'll probably miss your comfort zone with the people you once hate in it and how much you wish they're with you

LOL

Does anyone actually get my point?

Oh yeah

I quit my job! Not that I was the one typing the letter. It was my dad. Oh well, I'm spending my time more productively this week, which is like one of the most productive week of all among my holidays.

The most important part is - I FEEL and LOOK happy rather than sulking all day and complaining and on the verge of tearing up whenever I faced a failed attempt at looking for Uni's with Marketing courses.

LOL

*squeals* Jaejoongieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee oppa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So random since I'm missing someone on Valentine's Day and I can't state the exact name of so and so which is why I'm squealing for Jae, not that I don't want Jae at all.

I could swap him for so and so anytime.

Hey there *insert name here* , since you're away, I'm gonna swap you for Jae :)
LOL

*frowns and pouts* I hate you! *Not Jaejoongie........* Ying will know who he is.

AND

I just realised, it's been long since I last blogged so I splitted into two posts.

Happy V day

Happy Valentine's Day to all!

I feel lonely haha....and I'm spending the time with my grandma, not that it's bad, just that it's really really weird...

I don't know. LOL

What am I thinking about? My *cough* *cough* special someone is far far away from me and with someone else. SIGH

Anyway on the positive side, I had pretty much a great time last week except for yesterday night......the morning part was great.

BTW, i went to Summit in The Mall yesterday and I was shocked to hear "More than the air I breathe." Haha So I went right in and heard Yunnie Oppa's voice blaring over the speakers and I was like What?! So cool, they play dongbang songs here!

Bought a pair of white shoes. Perfectly Gorgeous! I looove it so much!

Mad, Stupid Jobs, Scholarship Opportunities

Mad- Mad at the effin job my mum landed me. Bored, unproductive and hell no, I don't even know my pay! I'm egtting up every morning to find myself so demotivated. You probably would've asked why can't I just quit, go ask my effin dad! Stupid stupid jobs!

Scholarship= This is even worst, I have yet to find unis with those subjects where the subjects available may land me a scholarship. Bleh.

Mad mad mad right now.

And also, what's with SM? Two songs again for Liyin?! I'm glad I didnt buy a $1500 plane ticket to the thai concert.