I feel that I do this a lot.
Especially since last few years, I've been giving in to people, being submissive....
Constantly, I get pushed around a lot. I smile in front of those people, especially in front of my parents. My tears starts to flow when I'm alone.
Holding back the tears translations
[ChangMin]A faded white painting and my slightly vanished scent are hidden inside a eye-
blinding cloud
[YooChun]My wordless heart slowly movesAnd the time that passes inbetween is in my hands
[Junsu] I'm holding back the tears I hang my heart so it'll be weightlessIn a place not too close
but not too farAnother me is standing, I don't cry
[YoonHo] I bring my two hands together once againIn a place I live the present life instead of the memories
[Jaejoong]It's foolish but we were always togetherThe pain that I wanted to empty flowed throughout my whole body and dries up my tears
[Altogether]I'm living with my tears I'm holding back the tears I hang my heart so it'll be weightlessIn a place not too close but not too farAnother me is standing, I don't cry
[Altogether]I'm holding back the tears I hang my faith on me and runIn a place that is not high nor lowAnother me is standing,With a small smile, I can smile
Forgot where I found this translation :)
One of my all time favourite song
Monday 16 March 2009
Wednesday 11 March 2009
Where were you?
To those who happen to check my blog only to find it not updated for so long, I am NOT missing hehe. Just lazy to blog. So let me fill you in on what I was up to when I was feeling lazy to blog.
Febuary
a) I was completing my UCAS application, and boy, that sure took me long. I wasn't exactly pleased with my statement so I amended it again and again, before finally deciding to submit the last copy.
b) I was busy reading! I have three books on my shelf still, waiting to be read.
c) I was dongbang-ing. People who know me well enough should know that this is my routine. I have to go dongbang-ing at least once a day. Even if I don't have a computer/laptop near me, I still use my phone to dongbang.
d) I was going to bandar alot, apparently, even I myself do not notice that frequency.
March
a) I'm practically counting down to the release of The Secret Code. I need new music ><
b)Reading again a new book I just bought couple of days back while I was attending a wedding ceremony in bandar. THIS is interesting. The wedding was held in Huaho Manggis, well, Sahyeon and I , were basically FORCED to go, but on the bright side, at least there's Best Eastern for me to get books. I went to the banquet first, check out where our table was supposed to be and went down again to get myself a book.
The wedding ceremony is boring, the only interesting part of the trip was that I was able to get a book. That's it. They invited all these singers from CHina with extremely high piercing voices singing all those songs I have nerver heard of. Worst still, I was sitting maybe two tables away from the freaking loud speaker that threatens to damage my eardrums any moment.
c)I AM SICK.
like now. I'm coughing for no apparent reason and my mum convinces me to gulp down honey + vinegar. I know it works. I'm fine with honey but no vinegar please. However, I'm really frustrated with my cough so no matter how stinky or yucky it's gonna taste, I'll still have to gulp it down. LATER. I mean it. :)
d) Parties
No, not parties of my friends dear. My family parties I mean. My cousins, four of them celebrating their b'days this month, a party for another relative who came all the way to visit my grandma and tonight is keen and chun's b'day party. Whew.
I'm tired. Fried food again and I won't be able to have some because I'm couging unless the vinegar + honey works.
e) Oh, and I posted one video at youtube. That was my first time doing so. It wasn't a video about me, it's abt The Secret COde promotions where Yunjae went to Nagoya Hits fm. Weee, promo is starting, new album is coming but my wallet is burning. LOL. Kidding.
f)I have my IELTS test coming next week, and my mum is asking me to watch TV. No kidding.
g) Have you guys heard Super Junior's Sorry Sorry? It's hella addictive, but at the same time when Stand Up was released, I was nuts over Stand Up, with all the tion' that ryhmes, how can it NOT get you addicted?!
I have run out of things to update but isn't that a long post? Will be back soon'!
In the meantime, take care everyone!
Febuary
a) I was completing my UCAS application, and boy, that sure took me long. I wasn't exactly pleased with my statement so I amended it again and again, before finally deciding to submit the last copy.
b) I was busy reading! I have three books on my shelf still, waiting to be read.
c) I was dongbang-ing. People who know me well enough should know that this is my routine. I have to go dongbang-ing at least once a day. Even if I don't have a computer/laptop near me, I still use my phone to dongbang.
d) I was going to bandar alot, apparently, even I myself do not notice that frequency.
March
a) I'm practically counting down to the release of The Secret Code. I need new music ><
b)Reading again a new book I just bought couple of days back while I was attending a wedding ceremony in bandar. THIS is interesting. The wedding was held in Huaho Manggis, well, Sahyeon and I , were basically FORCED to go, but on the bright side, at least there's Best Eastern for me to get books. I went to the banquet first, check out where our table was supposed to be and went down again to get myself a book.
The wedding ceremony is boring, the only interesting part of the trip was that I was able to get a book. That's it. They invited all these singers from CHina with extremely high piercing voices singing all those songs I have nerver heard of. Worst still, I was sitting maybe two tables away from the freaking loud speaker that threatens to damage my eardrums any moment.
c)I AM SICK.
like now. I'm coughing for no apparent reason and my mum convinces me to gulp down honey + vinegar. I know it works. I'm fine with honey but no vinegar please. However, I'm really frustrated with my cough so no matter how stinky or yucky it's gonna taste, I'll still have to gulp it down. LATER. I mean it. :)
d) Parties
No, not parties of my friends dear. My family parties I mean. My cousins, four of them celebrating their b'days this month, a party for another relative who came all the way to visit my grandma and tonight is keen and chun's b'day party. Whew.
I'm tired. Fried food again and I won't be able to have some because I'm couging unless the vinegar + honey works.
e) Oh, and I posted one video at youtube. That was my first time doing so. It wasn't a video about me, it's abt The Secret COde promotions where Yunjae went to Nagoya Hits fm. Weee, promo is starting, new album is coming but my wallet is burning. LOL. Kidding.
f)I have my IELTS test coming next week, and my mum is asking me to watch TV. No kidding.
g) Have you guys heard Super Junior's Sorry Sorry? It's hella addictive, but at the same time when Stand Up was released, I was nuts over Stand Up, with all the tion' that ryhmes, how can it NOT get you addicted?!
I have run out of things to update but isn't that a long post? Will be back soon'!
In the meantime, take care everyone!
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