Monday 3 August 2009

More than words

It isn't what I thought it was anymore, it IS love & admiration. Up to this day, it still amazes me how I've come to know you.

I can't believe that I used to dislike you, so much that I could puke. Now you're everywhere, my desktop wallpaper, my phone wallpaper, my shelves are full of your cds and dvds. Last friday when rumours broke that TVXQ would be disbanding, my heart fell, ache, and I cried. It was then I realised how much you had to do with my life.

If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have met my best friend,
If it wasnt't for your existence in my life, I would probably not be inspired to be the best in whatever I do.

The passion you had for your work, the 'never give up' attitude you put on, was a great inspiration to me in whatever I do.

Thank you for being such amazing musicians despite the harsh conditions you guys were facing.

Words can't describe how much admiration, adoration and love I have for this group. No matter what happens, we'll fight this battle as one.

TVXQ =5 + Cassiopeia + BigEast + International Fans = One

"Always keep the faith"


We'll always stand by you =)

Tuesday 28 July 2009

Spreading our wings

Honestly, I am gobsmacked that Changmin is taking up a drama after his "parents" Yunjae.

It's not because I thought he isnt good @ acting or looks wise ( He IS very good looking ) but its just that I always loved them for their music. I detest dramas, it doesnt bring out the 'real' person in them, because they are acting, acting out according to script. Whereas their self composed songs did touch people's hearts, made people loved them.

I hope this is only a temporary thing, I love them for their music and it is disturbing to see jaechun the duo promoting music while the rest does something else. I am afraid they might end up like Shinhwa, who has more solo activities than group work.

I know the boys loves the group, loves the fact that they are TVXQ and all I hope for is that they won't be like Shinhwa. I sincerely hope this lasts for only a couple of months. My only self comfort now is to hope that while the rest films dramas, Jaechun would be active in Japan, as in real active as a duo promoting music under the name THSK.

They are not the only one experiencing new challenges, I am too.

Technically, I should be happy but I dont feel it. YET. Maybe I will when I arrive and get out of London Heathrow.

It's gonna be tough, new life, alone.

I need to learn how to get to my new "usuals" now , like usual supermarket, where is the closest bus stop, bakery etc etc

I know I can manage it if I banish out all my insecurities. Maybe I'm just thinking too much into it.

Hopefully this challenge would pave me the way to success. I know it will =)

Fly away, fly away, fly to the top

- Bolero ; Tohoshinki

My motto ^^, inspired to be the best in whatever I do, and I know they can too, as a group , we all can =)



Friday 10 July 2009

The Art of Casting Your Burden...

....not simply to anyone else, but to God.

I've truly learnt my lesson for the past week and to be honest, except a bit of paranoia, I'm doing completely fine.

After so many years, I finally felt the bond between me and God growing, as how a Father would take care of his daughter. Some of the things have to be learnt the hard way such as patience and trust.

The trust that God never leaves us behind. Someway, somehow, someday, sometime, you will feel that the wait, the trial is worth it because he has never forsaken us.

I won't say that I am completely ease of my burden, but definitely much better. I continue casting my worries and burden onto God, because I know this is the best way. I believe everything shall work out fine.

<3 from Min , whom have experienced a lot lately

Wednesday 8 July 2009

Clothes, Suitcases, etc

So much to do in so little time

Change

Change by Taylor Swift

That's how I feel like now =)

We sing Hallelujah!

Glory to god =)

Tuesday 7 July 2009

Everybody say UK...UK...

Yeah, it's true, almost everyone I knew told me that. Go UK, GO UK, study in uk~

From everyone including friends, mum, my brother and every possible sane person that I know and have talked to them about my situation.

The answer I got was " Go uk"

LOL

Monday 6 July 2009

Is it stupidity?

Apparently, UBD released their 09 new intake and as expected, I was routed to Mass Media scheme cause I didnt have Maths.

BUT

the bloody issue here is that I exceeded all the minimum req and did wayy better, people who did worse was admitted into the Business stream.

OH WELL, FOR ALL I CARE.

Mum says go UK, since I already accepted the offers from Cardiffff xD

Well, we'll see :D